#Daydreambeliever

I wish.  I wish that you could see me for the woman you met, the woman you knew.  I wish there wasn't a bitter taste in your mouth when you think of me.  I wish, that you could remember every good thing I ever did for you, instead of when I let you down. I wish you could remember all the times I was there for you, when no one else was.  All the secrets you told me that you couldn't tell anyone else.  All the fun we had, all the laughs we shared.  I wish you would've loved me enough not to let him fuck you.

Song choice for the night

For the Record

Not that you give a shit, or even have any brain cell left in that brain of yours to remember my blog site. But your cousin told me, not the only friend you thought you had left that isn't a complete drug addict, which, by the way, those aren't friends! Nope, your cousin called me, afraid for my children. Children you obviously, never loved, but then again, you don't even love yourself or your family and you sure as hell never loved me. Yup, she called me crying, looking out for my safety, wanted to make sure I knew so that I didn't trust losers that only look out for their own sexual desires and care only about sex!

Strangers with candy my ass! More like, looser with a disease!

Poor You

The sad thing is, that I miss him.  Tonight, I want to talk to him, this would be our time. The only one I could call at this hour. But yet, I can not. Uncertain of what I did to receive this level of hatred and betrayal, yet, it is still hurtful.
I may be, as you say,a horrible person. Still, I was an amazing person to you, we had, what I thought, a friendship for the history books. I never pretended to be anything more than myself with you. And the magic of it all was that I thought you accepted and loved me for the person that I am, as I did you.  Obviously, I was wrong, because you turned out to be a lying, cheating, deceitful, pussy ass, drug using bitch. You didn't even have enough pride in yourself to not fuck your best friends husband.  Wow, you must be really fucked up inside yourself to have no morals!
Here I thought I was the one person you actually gave a shit about.  Now I realize how silly that was, you don't even care about yourself.